Finding Order in the Chaos of Solitaire and Balatro
In a small wooden cupboard in the spare bedroom on the second floor of her house, my grandmother hid a treasure trove of board games. The cabinet was stocked with out of print–editions of Sorry!, Monopoly, and Chinese Checkers, whose colorful, star-shaped design enticed me every time despite the fact that I did not know how to play. As a child rifling through the cabinet, assigned rules mattered far less than the chaotic fun of scattering the multicolored plastic across the board to create incoherent designs. Order mattered to my grandmother, though. Under her roof, bedtime was a prompt 10 p.m.; as long as she footed the bill, plates were to be picked clean; and if she deemed you special enough for a trip to her library, books were expected back well before their due dates. She wasn’t authoritarian by any means, she just had a certain way of going about things and tried to gently impart that upon her loved ones.
Her games of choice were naturally more mature than mine. On Tuesday afternoons, she played Mahjong with the ladies of her neighborhood, where they gossiped about neighbors, kvetched about aging, and kvelled about their incredible grandchildren. Every other possible moment of every day could be dedicated to Solitaire, if one planned correctly. My grandmother loved solitaire of all shapes and sizes: her preferred card deck was well-worn and wrinkled and, after her aged PC was forcibly replaced by a Chromebook, the first chore she set upon me was installing both the regular and spider versions.
In her eyes, Solitaire wasn’t a disordered pile-up of cards. It was a test of patience; even the most impossible shuffles were puzzles waiting to be solved. She played the game morning, noon, and night, and her razor wit was whetted more each round. (Even in her final days, her lucid moments were sharp, funny, and loving.) I like to think she enjoyed imposing order to the chaos, methodically shuffling cards from stack to stack before they filed neatly into numerical and suit-conscious piles. Playing Solitaire always calmed her down, and possibly provided a reassurance of reason within our entropic life. Without her around it’s impossible to know exactly what drew her to the game, but after a few days with Balatro, I have an educated guess.
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